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and then there was silence

The awful moan of the morning
breaks upon my startled ears,
the black shadows
the sound of a moving thing
a faint rustling
dead leaves;
something gives way
a momentary feeling of nausea
a sharp click
the snapping of a steel wire,
moonlight floods the cave
my own body lies before me
eyes staring out
seeing nothing.

– matt at shadow of iris
and then there was silence
[Inspired by Edgar Rice Burrough's A Princess of Mars.]

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    lunar

    The beast long dormant
    in that dark alcove
    of your heart
    is roused
    and I find myself
    turning into jelly –

    Spilling out onto the floor,
    a mess in the dim light;
    your smell lingering on
    as I grovel in the dirt
    and sniff
    and follow.

    Ferocity, a steel web
    that rakes me into the dirt
    the me I thought I knew
    not me at all.

    Shadows bend
    towards the approaching night
    a complex dance
    between the fading light of day
    and the encroaching dark of night;
    the moon rises
    and casts new shadows
    over flowers lost
    in shades of gray.

    Finally, I find you
    confined
    restrained
    rusted, heavy chains
    weigh you down
    in a single square
    of thought.

    Kneel down
    forgive me my sins
    for by the time
    the new day dawns
    once again –

    I will have set you free.

    – matt at shadow of iris
    lunar

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      long narrow halls

      Long narrow halls
      deathly silence
      only the whisper of ghosts
      echoing;
      a manmade place
      empty of man;
      on the tall walls
      visions of shadows
      from long ago.

      – matt at shadow of iris
      tall narrow halls

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        inner geometry

        Inner geometry
        spectral patterns
        tubes that transcend
        moving in and out
        traveling down that tunnel
        yes that one
        and looking for
        the light at the end
        but it’s all gotten so swirly
        and all around me
        I see exits
        to other tunnels
        each one
        a different tint
        the shadow of iris
        shimmering
        and leading me
        in a new direction.

        – matt at shadow of iris
        inner_geometry

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          lean back

          Lean back
          and let it happen;
          take it in
          and hold it
          while you breath slowly –
          wait and watch
          as the truth explodes
          into glimmering stars
          that leave indistinct trails
          across still air
          brightening pocket shadows
          you never knew were there.

          – matt at shadow of iris
          lean_back

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            murmurs and shrapnel x

            An ancient church
            complete with two bell towers
            and a large nave;
            the outside walls have corroded
            and are covered with
            an aeon’s worth of spider webs
            and long dead ashen moss
            giving the appearance of
            stringy coral;
            surrounding the church
            are smooth short tombstones
            black onyx that extends
            as far as the eye can see;
            the sky above –
            a drab haze charcoal
            yet when one looks
            at just the right angle
            one can see
            the church still glows
            a white aura.

            With a grudge against his family
            a mentally troubled man stands
            and is judged by the people
            who fear they see in his dark soul
            a shadow of themselves.

            An ancient man
            with a large smooth head
            whose eyes have disappeared
            as his skin has grown over them
            wears a ruff made of stone
            and a gold ring in one ear;
            his face cracks.

            Withering criticism faces
            an equally hash response
            ignorant and totally misleading.

            In an empty battlefield
            from yesteryear
            near a place
            where unnamed boy soldiers
            were buried en masse
            a vision appears
            of baby faces
            amidst bones and shrapnel
            a sad face warns us
            and begs us
            for a future
            it can’t have.

            A large-scale military exercise
            coincides with
            a deadline to a counter-offer;
            a commander of ground forces
            challenges nations to decide
            to swap blood, sweat
            and uranium tears.

            – matt at shadow of iris

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              dreams xii

              A mouse moving under the carpet
              a small lump, cartoonish
              a white mouse in a cage
              always safe, well fed
              but always restless
              it sticks its nose between the bars
              and rubs
              till its nose is sore and red, even scarred
              it gnaws on the bars of the cage
              a grating sound
              that won’t let you rest
              until finally
              not being able to bear it anymore
              you take it out to the woods
              and let it go …

              Second thoughts overwhelm you
              guilt
              a white mouse against red leaves
              a sore thumb
              snake fodder
              you reach out to grab it
              because even if
              you can’t let it live
              you can’t let it die
              but even as you move to snatch it up
              it’s faster than your hands
              and quickly gone
              the deed done.

              You’ve stepped out of time
              into a small dark chamber
              stony walls and dark shades
              of fluorescent violet and green
              time flows onwards
              but only outside the cave
              never within
              you can watch friends, family, life
              moving forward
              leaving you behind
              all through a misty door –
              do you step through
              back into time?
              Or do you stay there forever
              and watch?

              Far, far away
              in a passage through a cave
              or on a trail through a dark section of woods
              you spy an eerie wavering light
              you halt
              you are not alone
              behind you stands an old guardian
              a harsh face and an old stony voice
              he promises you safety, honor
              but only if you slay
              the shadowy figure out in front
              yet the shadow’s voice is soothing
              and it beckons you forward
              towards the shimmering light
              with promises of flesh and power.

              You are in a restaurant
              clean, cool, and spiffy
              you’ve order coffee
              you sit with one friend
              and another has gone to use the rest room
              the drinks arrive
              hot steaming drinks, one milky green tea
              reaching for yours
              you clumsily spill sugar on the table
              you scoop some up
              and place it in your absent friend’s cup
              thinking it’ll flavor his tea
              but your friend who is present asks
              “why are you putting poison in his cup?”

              – matt at shadow of iris

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